So much pisses me off when someone else is asking me to look like a beauty queen, because according with them, I am capable of looking quite better.
I am getting old. If someone else loves me shouldn't be because of my aspect, it would be such a waste of time, and energy in the wrong cause.
Like loving an person just for an idea about him.
I know that I have to take care of my health as I am getting older.
That's human nature, it's the order we have in here.
You get older, wiser, stronger withing yourself.
Being loved because you are beauty it's just an illusion, like being loved for being good, generous, or any of those stationary conditions of the human being.
However, what should I do in such a situation?
Runing away!?